It’s hard to say I miss you in all of every ways

when parted for only seconds, I become a dull-achey craze

I miss what you are and not just represent

you validate myself, never the need to repent

It’s not only your natural beauty

although your naked body does not know what it does too me

and when you speak and gleefully reveal to me I’m full of shit

i can only laugh, pull your hair, it’s you I can’t resist

When you go away as I know you must

i have to forget about the return, pretend it’s no fuss

I write, I attempt to capture the nuance in the cliched lame

but I know stylistic prosody can’t express anything more than, ‘we are one and the same’

I miss you now as I contemplate, reveal and jot it all down

I miss you in the crapper, a feeling I’ll laughingly never get around

I’ll miss you for ALWAYS, EVER, MORE and BEFORE

It’s the feeling of every eternity I disgustingly believe in all the more

Through past lives it never mattered, you could have lived on a shooting star

i’d follow the feeling, no mountain, no nothing would ever be too far

You could even have been a blot of bacteria on the moon

i’d hold my breath and blow myself up, making my heart a balloon

I don’t know what I have done to deserve your soul, your body, your earthy presence

please find a job the hours of my writing, heaven knows I can’t take the suspense!

And before, when I believed love was make believe or even a circular curse

you dumbfounded my rational beliefs and made only the irrational side worse

I know we’ll live more lives than a gaggle of cats can count

it’s the religion of us I care for, nothing else can equal the amount

You’re the gateway to an insolvent moment of near permanent transcendence

you’re the gift that allows my mind to wonder and speak aloud in the truest of confidence

I’ll never shake the feeling that your grandiose heart is too good for me

but I’m here for as long as you want, just watch, I’ll hope, you’ll only see!